chichu-chan

Switching to my new account ~AlreadyReadYourMind (https://www.deviantart.com/alreadyreadyourmind) because I am sad with my art here from some years ago and I absolutely HATE my username. I'm not taking the account down, because I watch so many artists (and I don't think you can transfer them to other accounts?) and I am too lazy to try and add them all to the other. :/ So basically, the only change is no more art from me will be added here. Only to the other account.

Homophobia means : I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am on

i've been really sad lately, causing me bad stomach pains that i had to stay home friday throwing up. ick. i've been having a terrible time for the past few days trying to re-connect with someone who doesn't want too...so i hope to be alone for awhile. this always happens to me though, something upsets me, and i'm alone for awhile so that i can beat myself up for it. i don't want to keep doing this to myself, so i hope that the time i'm alone i can see that i shouldn't have to worry myself sick. but this girl that i was trying to re connect with, made me realize that everyone leaves you or betrays you at some point (how dramatic. ugh). so i